Of Partings and Meetings

One,

Goodbye, my friend. Ye have served well. Thank you for accompanying me for the last two years. Nothing could’ve replaced you, you’re the best partner ever. 

May you rest in peace..

Two,

My friend. I won’t say goodbye. Let not this separation be the ending for us, as our friendship would last forever. We’ll definitely see each other again, that’s the promise. 

Live well on the other side..

Three,

Dear old friends, How's it been? It’s so nice to see you guys again. What can I say, I’ve really missed you guys, brothers. Now that you've rejoined us once more, lets aim for the top, together..

Four,

Hey, it’s been a while. You’ve never really looked better than this. Glad to see you fixed up. Man, it’s good to have you back with us in top condition. Serve us once again, buddy..

..Chances that could happen one day.


Note : 
One - my phone
Two - Azharian friend
Three - Schoolmates
Four - i forgot

Re-Beginning

Bismillah al-Rahman al-Rahim.

Hey everyone, morning.

It’s been 3-4 weeks since College started.

And that’s also roughly how long I’ve skipped updates, around 1 month if not more.

Yeah, I’ve left the 1^st year behind. Glad I managed this far, entering the 2^nd year. Moving towards the 3^rd year, 4^th year and so on. And a step closer towards THE goal.

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Finally an update.

This post is going to be about me mostly.. so it’s ok if you skip this lame post.

“Roses are red violets are blue I'm schizophrenic and so am I!"

Ku punya Skizo paranoia berlipat- ganda.

Takdelah, cuma aku nak mix bahasa post kali ni. Mesyi kalam dah?

Jadi, apa benda~ lah aku buat sepanjang bulan ni, tak pasti. Banyak juga rasanya..Alright. 

So cerita lah sikit apa yang berlaku,

Firstly, ahli Beit ku pulang dari Msia. Setelah sebulan lebih rumah ini sunyi dengan kehidupan berdua. Susunan flight yang tidak ada keteraturan, seketul-seketul tiba, menyamai tahi kambing jatuh. Well, cuma tinggal Panex yang masih belum fully pulang daripada pelariannya ke Abbasiah, pulanglah! Other than that, we are whole again now. 

For the record, aku kini dalam golongan tahun 2. So flow tersebut dituruti oleh kehadiran pelajar tahun 1. Buat pertama kali rasa diri ini -bukan- pelajar yang paling tak matang. Haha. Tapi jangan pandang rendah la. Tetap ada segelintir pendatang baru yang awal-awal lagi dah terserlah karisma dan kematangan mereka dalam berfikir. Untungnya kecik2 dah hebat.

Banyak juga program yang disediakan untuk pelajar2 baru ni. Di peringkat PERUBATAN ada AHLAN ’11, di peringkat Bakan pun ada. Bila masa lapang, aku pun turut serta lah. Boleh la jugak berkenalan sikit-sikit.   

Tak kurang juga brothers muda yang se-spesies denganku yang turut sampai. Med students under LZS yang kian memupus. Meskipun bertiga(+1) sahaja tapi bersemangat kental. Syabaslah haha.

Sebagai mini-senior yang baik hati aku pun bantulah mereka2 yang dalam ‘kesusahan’. Tolong2 carikkan rumah, tunjuk tempat2 menarik, ajaran serba sedikit. Pandai2lah korang hidup ye!

Starting this year, I returned to college with new spirits. Hmm. Feeling the change. Although it’s just some itty-bitty make-over, I could feel it clearly.

Well to start with, tahun ni aku berjaya datang 1^st day kuliah, sesuatu yang tak dapat aku rasa pada sesi yang lalu. LoLs. I’d try to get the front-most row seat every lecture. Dan yang paling penting sekali, tidak tido masa kuliah.  

Sebagai pelajar kelas g2g, aku rasa agak selesa akhirnya dengan title itu. Dah boleh cope sedikit sebanyak. Hidup pun dah stable. Kekalkan keadaan ini. Better yet, improve lagi.

 

This year’s class schedule is HELLAWSOME btw. Roughly around 8am-2pm. Then, home. Bermakna aku ada baki kasar 18 jam <off-kuliah> yang harus digunakan dengan baik, yang setakat ni belum drealisasikan. Muhasabah2.

This time around, I’ve been doing new routines.. like going to bed earlier, drinking hot coffee every other morning, visiting friends, and going to class early. Small changes are the best.

Who wants to join me swimming or jogging? Just set the date and PM me up on FB. And of course I’m kidding. I haven’t done both lately, since college started.

Pengalaman mengembala kambing hari tu. Segerombolan kambing di sebalik segerombolan manusia. Agak menarik.

Ops Bersih Rumah yang berjaya.

Cakap pasal rumah. Akad rumah ni dah selamat di-renewkan. Tinggal lah kami di ‘Tower of Baghl’ buat jangka masa yang lama lagi. So.. lawatlah kalau berani.

That’s all folks.

Akhir kalam, harapanku agar hari ini lebih baik dari hari semalam. Dan setiap hari esok membawa perubahan positif.

InsyaAllah Kheir. 

The Greatest Feeling

She returned home late one night, after a hard day’s work. 

Thinking back, the plans made for the day worked out great. 

Splashing some refreshing water on her face, while looking at the mirror. She saw a reflection of herself smiling back to her. 

It made her feel happy in spite of all the exhaustion. 

With a sense of relief and accomplishment, she climbed the bed. 

But she took a moment pause, to thank Allah for everything..  before sleeping away all the tiredness in peace.

..drifting away in dreams under the seamless night.

until dawn breaks.

The eyes open to a glittery morning’s breaking light.

“You woke up this morning. That’s a good start.” She thought.

Alhamdulillah. Greeting the morning with a smile.

Thus, a new day began.

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A New Day. [source]